It is fantastic to be surrendering to my Owner and Patches. A new voice is guiding me through familiar territory. Familiar fear. I am standing on my toes in my ballet heels, my wrists lifted high and tight above me. My body is stretched on display, exposed for kisses from electricity and anything the world would would wish of me.
It is excruciating up on my toes as time continues to pass. I am thankful for the flogger as it resets my mind and I no longer care about my toes or my arms. For the moment I am free with the pain, my mind a stark contrast to my helpless reality. The cattle prod quickly brings me back, then my mind is white with sensation as my nipples are harshly clamped. My nipples are so tender and the way those clamps squeeze is intense to say the least! I am buckling in pain. White light is searing through me, devouring my words and my breath…and yet I am aware that it is only pain… but try communicating that to your body!
You can’t. You just process. You just ride it…then transcend.
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